This time last year I did a post setting some resolutions specifically for my mental health. I wanted to aim to try and improve it over that year and I figured this would kick my butt into gear. The question of the hour is did I succeed in completing any of my mental health resolutions.
I’m going to go through each and let you know how they went. I’ll warn you guys that this won’t be the longest post I’ve done, but this is handy for me to see! Any progress is better than none at all!
Take my medication on time
I’ve managed to take my anti-depressants every night with no issue. Have I seen an improvement in my mental health because of this? Not really. I still have quite a few rough days such as last Saturday. However, I’m still proud of myself for keeping on track with this particular med.
Now I just need to remember the meds for my migraines! That would be brilliant!
To not beat myself up if I don’t do something
Okay, this one was a no.
Realistically this probably wasn’t the best resolution to set myself before I start therapy. I’ve got a lot of negative thoughts about myself which lead to me beating myself up. They can be the tiniest thing such as forgetting to brush my teeth or not posting a blog post.
I’ve battled with this for so many years!
I did get a little better at trying to accept if things didn’t go exactly like I planned. Unfortunately there were more days that went sour such as not doing enough steps in my day. It’s such a stupid thing to worry myself over, but it happens. I’ve had to delete any pedometers that I had on my phone so that I wouldn’t trigger myself too much.
I will not listen to my inner voice
If any of you suffer with a mental health issue, then you will know that the inner voice must come with an internal megaphone because it doesn’t shut the heck up! It must be like that annoying bully who keeps telling you all the nasty things it thinks about you and anything you do.
I definitely wish I could turn off that voice or swap it for a better one.
If we’re going to look at any sign of progress, it would have to be that I did have one day where I ignored it. It was when I was trying to walk a bit further and it was trying to say that I was super unfit. HA! I proved it wrong that day!
Learn to accept compliments
Another nope from me!
I try so hard to accept when someone compliments me on my look or my attitude, but it’s very difficult when I don’t feel it about myself. They say it and I just immediately shake my head. I do appreciate it deep down since even I like to hear nice things especially since I only hear negative thoughts coming from me.
If you happen to tell me something nice, thank you!
Stop myself feeling guilty from spending
This is something I did better at.
To be honest I didn’t really buy too much. When I did buy something it was usually an item that I’ve wanted to buy for a while. I’ve taken on the mentality that if I really want something, then I should wait a few months. If I still want it after that then I can buy it. This has worked with books, notebooks and other teeny things. I don’t like to spend money since I don’t have that much of it after bills.
That said I know that I do deserve to treat myself on occasion.
Instead of doing a new post chatting about my mental health resolutions, I’m just going to do a little list here of what I want to aim for during 2020!
- Be more positive about my achievements
- Reduce my medication dosage
- Successfully start therapy
- Try to counteract a negative with a positive
If you had any mental health resolutions, how did you do?